my life

You can do it. The past that have go through, can overcome! I can do it! Think positively XD
Remove negative, from now.

Primary school, secondary school, I always think is it got true friends, but as I grow elder and elder, I found it. I found true friends. All follow naturally.

Yes, I admit from I am small, I am a little girl that has no confidence, that afraid all things, that care and scare about others opinion about myself, less safety. I live in a very big house, which is half wood and half stone house.  My house is a place that do "taukee" got many "huo lu". I am a quite person when I am small because I am an unconfidence person. All people play the swing and "qiao qiao ban" happily except me, I don't know I afraid for what. May be my mom and dad work that time and no time take care me and let me take care by "kai ma", 4 years old I brang to kindergarden. Actually I like home more, which is 1 week only see my mom once.

(but now got kindergarden friend said I have changed, become more cheerful and active)

        Once I enter primary school, I also same. I just make a judgement may be my mother is quite fierce that time, always scold us, and this will decrease our confidence ( from sociolization, once a children undergo pre school, will try adapt if not will become inferiority, demand from academic and social friends), that time, I lack both, I am a lazy person in primary school, the most beaten by teachers because always do wrong. But luckily I still can enter good class, but I don't like, everyone like very reality,  ( we are just primary school only ==") may be is I am quiet they less communicate with me, sometimes I also bully by others. ( may be my thinking is too negative that time) I just like home, like my sibling and others cousins, when playing with them, feel very familiar and secure may be ^^. That time I quiet than synn xiang. Can not imagine. ( that is why I can understand her feeling). I watch many movie that times, I guess my thinking change my television program, like hong kong episode, or others, my confidence start build. When enter standard six, ee leen and hui  ing change to our class. My life start change. I found true friends, may be they are from other " normal class" more 讲义气, (this learn from television program, haha)

     When enter secondary school. I start try to change. (change unconfidence, change shyness, change quiet)
Change in a so called "reality school" Jit Sin is not simple, I anticipate girl guide, teens channel. I try speak and become dj and dischocket at school before. Although I know the reality of jit sin, I learn the determination of jit sin, but I know I can not become like them, especially those who "wear mask" so much, (that some of the girl guide committee, so reality) I don't like! I just hope escape, but finally i face it. I go through it. ><

     But in Jit Sin also found some true friends make me feel warm and supportive XD Thanks ^^ especially form 3 that "siao po gang" I like XD thanks, my heaven life. Is you all support me, made me change, let me have my confidence to find out my dream, do the thing that I like, participate teens' channel. Form 3 life is the happiest year in secondary schoolXD, mc2, sing song, song score,

     And come out work and even now study in university, friends at here more more more better than " reality" friend at Jit Sin. Actually, I like kampar, UTAR so much. This is the most " warm" "unreality" "fantastic" "crazy" life for me, I met many kinds of friends, although we got may difference but "a heart brings us together"
I like it, appreciate everything now ^^ yeah XD thanks