busy day. Next week got two tests. Today go eat with Utar kampar friends, long time didn't go out with them. Yes, finally I have face my problem. Yes. I do it. Continue add oil! I believe we all can do it. Friends. Be friends easy, how to live together and tolerate is a knowledge. A crazy day. Crazy study crazy play ^^

friendship~~~ mask~~~ stage of life

If tired, think back our promise before that we made together. 

Think back it. 

I got energy  more^^      

Sometime although surround by many friends but like nobody understood you at all. 

Although surround by friends but still feel lonely, 

But you still can not live without friends and your life because nobody is alone in this world. Your surrounding also faced with friends. Just try to learn how to live with them as happy as you can XD. 

A friend that really understood you and know you is difficult to find. 

So appreciate when you found.  

I am very lucky that have found it ^^

This kind of friendship, 

although not beside you, but will feel the warm bring by the friendship. 

Never feel alone~

So, true friend ( far) > friends ( near)      haha XD

Trust + means . 

This kind of friendship won't affected by time, space and distance.

It will tough by time.   

Growth~

Mask~  

actually we no need pretend to be anyone, just protect ourself by 'outside" and just be ourself "inner".    

In life, we no need so tired, because we don't have so much audience. ^^ 

Sometimes when force by surrounding, only can smile and face it open minded. 

~~

Yeah!!!  Just few satisfied, appreciated what I have.

Thank you^^   Thank you all my friends^^

freedom write

Remember, everyone got his or her "bad" face, and it is only use for survive in this society. The most important is, treat people by heart, don't hurt people, but also want to learn protect ourself.

Mom, pa, suddenly miss you all, my brothers, my family and, my relatives, miss you all so much.
The most important is treat everybody same and by true heart^^ I believe, a cool guy will also become good guy  one day. Learning, xue jou.

Don't scare walk wrong step.

Sometimes they say hurt the most is by the people who you concern more and more close. Normal~
Only cheer^^ , cheer and cheer^^

Change, no matter how they are, they also my good friends forever^^

耶，我做对了！

I do corect ady^^
thx hui ming, thx sin thoong, thx yang shi^^ love u all so much^^

go out with UTAR family^^ UTAR家族

Friday night plan to go out eat dinner with Utar ' family. Before it, I go to park watch bird performance. It was life show, I like it, today evening I also want go watch. Go out with them, they like a child, haha, jokey, a very warm and comfortable night. Satisfied^^ Although I home alone, 1 person stay in 3 floor big house, but feel warm. Thanks! that is enough for me. Today morning, 6.30 am go play basketball, thanks again! cycle alone, wow, the wind, watch the lake and the flying bird. Enjoy it very much! haha! Need add oil in assignment and homework, add oil! O ya, first tima eat McDonald in kampar, new town. ^^

success = alone? i hope, no~~~

成功的代价是孤单吗？又有谁会想孤单呢
Success is it alone? I wish no, everytime at school, i done it, go here alone, go there alone, nobody want alone actually, they only don't want to cover a mask, be the true of themselves, do back themselves, no need 俄倪奉献，如是酱，我宁愿一个人，虽然我不喜欢孤单，不喜欢一个人，谁会喜欢？


if you don't know me, please don't try to judge who am I, because sometimes I am not.

Add oil^^

在这现实的世界，有时不得不带面具，做个假坏人~ only in suitable time, be back our self, be real me^^

做个戴着面具的假坏人，对不起，我不得不这么做，如果不这么做伤害到你更深，我觉得我没资格做你的朋友，我怕，我不懂怕什么，我怕拒绝你，怕拒绝你后伤害到你，因为我太了解你了，你需要朋友，你是个很热情很讲义气的人，我承认我不是个很好的朋友，不能能时时刻刻陪你吃，玩，你知道吗，以前你每个要求我都尽量满足你，因为我这个人就是，别人开心，我就开心，所以，我严重不会拒绝人，这不是你的问题，是我个人的问题，而这现实的世界令我不得不这么做，好想好想跟你说声，对不起，为什么，昨天今早的快乐，可以因为你而消逝得这么快，取而代之的是泪水，其实自己明白自己的心比任何人还要痛，你没问题，问题出在我身上，我不会拒绝人，尤其是向你酱酱酱好的好朋友，你真的是很好人，一个陌生人都可以从你身上得到温暖，这样的朋友，谁不渴望有，刚来到UTAR，也好彩有你带给我很欢乐的大学生活，有时我在想我还能回头吗？我们如果想回以前酱，现在的我们会是怎样，可是我需要自己的空间，自己的时间，当我在用自己的空间时间，你是否会受伤，是否会寂寞会孤单因为没有我的陪伴，对不起，我实在不想你一直受伤害，长痛不如短痛，因为你做一次坏人吧，我从来没酱坏过，原来做坏人，心是这么这么，比跌倒，比流血还痛，谢谢你，让我成长了，谢谢你，在我心目中，你永远都是我好朋友，先认为我变了吧，先认为我是个坏人吧，先让你觉得我自私吧~   看着这个戴着笑脸面具的我吧，其实里面是一张流着泪的脸。泪在笑，心在哭！ 伤心到没感觉了~ We wear mask everyday because we want to bring happiness to everyone. ~~ from a friend


When I am small, I keep my think that people why need to wear mask? why? until now, I still don't like "mask" ~ just be ourself, no, is just use our heart to treat people, heart with heart. The world full with caring, I like it. I like the world full with life, bird, nature, and caring!  Stop blaming your problems, xue jou, when one come just solve and complete your dream and try to bring happiness to everyone, don't hurt them!  add oil^^ continue enjoy my life^^

park^^

I love the environment, I love bird performance. It is real, live and beutiful!
Like it so much! ^^

confusing~

~once no fall down, we don't know where we wrong at, once no failure we don't know where we need to improved. ~
Add oil~, that is the answer you want, isn't it? Why still so hesitate and confusing? Why? Why?
Cheer up, xue jou, cheer up! cheer up please
tear roll inside eye again,
once the action you made, you must responsible to it.
my own dream i must responsible by myself.
1=1, 2=2...
Start from now, after made a decision, i will go ahead!
Please do it! Please, i can resolve my shortage!

We can not judge a person by face, although it was a smile face but inside it may be is a crying face.
Although it seem look like a good person but it may be a bad,
but if it look like a bad but instead may be he or she is the one that best to you one.
Every choice must give up,
I give up my playing game time,
to pursue my dream.
I am still I~    

my family, miss you all so much!

every time making decision I like trap inside a big " mi gong" , finding an out way.

???

曾经听人说过，带个没有恶意的面具
带个保护自己的面具，做个假坏人~  is it true?

心

当我还小，面对人的心机和高傲，只有保持沉默，但，现在才发现，有时要学会笑着面对

不知不觉，才知道，人心难测！！！ 

曾经，天真的想，要当个心灵讲师，用爱心感化全世界的人，

在还没看完世界时的梦想，

满满的

发现了问题，

我

能克服吗？

我不喜欢面具！

不喜欢伪装！

当发现越来越假和现实的人类，有时宁愿保持沉默，

可是，

酱真的好吗？

我知道应该坦白，把问题说出来，

人心人心~

简单复杂就是看我们怎么想，烦恼快乐也是我们怎么想

一切从“心”开始~ 简单复杂烦恼快乐都是“心”的作品~

sound of mind~~

life, decision~  every decision sure got its opportunity cost. 
When I choose something I must give up something. 
This theory I know, but why, I am so difficult in making decision?
Is it I consider too much?
I know but how to solve this?
How can simple think and just go ahead?
How? 
I need compass, I need GPS, I need a light in my fife, lead me, I need it, 
yes, I am not mature enough yet, or I am not a good decision maker, 
but in simple life every decision also need to make, 
I know there is no other solution other than just think myself, then choose, then go ahead and never never look backward, yes, never never!




In UTAR life, I really hope to have a group of course friends, that can study together, can play together, no worry and happy everyday, is it will come true? 


How to study? I like second semester, more time compare to first semester, I don't know why, may be starting early. 


Now I only know nothing is perfect, just see how much we can accept. 
A new lesson I learn again. 
Just make it simple, and problem will minimize .


 just know can not, wan do!


 practice English! ^^


I want live a crazy uni life, 
but need maintain cgpa~~~~ how can do it?