fall fall down down, i growth~~~  never escape any problems and any friends, it hurts, learn to say no, but no escape~~~ past make future perfect XD  

没有如果 XD

做事要果断，人在犹豫不决的当儿，往往会错过很多~
得到的有时并不是最好，失去的有时并不是最差，有时做人要懂得接受，放下~顺其自然，才会开心~~~   XD
人总是从错误中学习~

time

time is the best medicine, best answer for almost all cases=) wish u, really happy, with her XD  
I, already become more happier and resilient than before. =)

开开心心XD 是晴天，是雨天，天天都是好天！

一切都是自己太天真，
曾经的熟悉也会变得陌生，
原来做人有时要干脆点，
要不然就做不会自己，
不要让自己的同情心作决定，
而是跟着自己开心的感觉，
做一个让自己开心的决定！ XD
我，活到很好！ 谢谢一直鼓励我的人
 ^.^ 雪柔很棒，加油！！！    

去到哪里，请记得带上自己的阳光！ ~ 美静

+ve +ve +ve

everything just think about positive  XD

struggling night~.~ Although I am not Nick, but I know need to have positive thinking, I will try, just need some time=) where is my direction? What should I do? Cheer XD After rain is sunshine!

本来就不属于， 有什么好伤心呢~~~ 加油吧！
谢谢你们，你们永远是我的朋友！

~my history repeat~ got start, and got ending XD 泪在哭，心在笑，自己真的是傻瓜~~~

cheer=)

feel like wanna find somebody to talk but can not, take every thing easy=) cheer think of nick!

change the things tat cnt accept, accept the things tat can not change =)

may be, nothing can be perfect, make it simple, n 知足常乐=）

every1 is worth in this world, and every1 have the chance2 live happiness =)

insight=)

i want learn to be happy and think positive all the time, love myself more =)

love myselve more

if i say, tis time cnt go tat bbq, gt a bit disappointment, but, who ask me sick, learn love myselve more, protect myselve more, cheer XD anythings gonna to be fine =) reward myselve

有了健康，人应满足~

复杂的心情，已经在生病时，磨得简单了~~ XD   生病的我，更乐观，是不是希望自己，天天生病？  哈哈

Time is a solution for all the problems. Now I only know, time can clear somethings.

Actually after 2 weeks, the psychology class is quite fun, all the lecturers and tutors actually not bad C: Just the organizational psychology class got a bit boring, can feel that we are hypnosised. Knowing more friends within this two weeks.

Why I still got such feeling toward a friend? Feel uncomfortable when hang out with that friend. Take time C: Just keep distance, but is it the lonely replace it? I have a very high empathy heart
Friday have meet with zheng ling, a kiam, and xin en

Not everyone see things from the same perspectives
Different people have different perspectives~
Do what I feel is right C: and want, ID please comes out ~~~

learning~~

very soon, the friends around me already have their bf or gf already, and sometimes will be a light bulb~ may be no man is one in island~ now i understand the feeling of alone already~.~ before still not feel it~ try to love myself more, I am too kind already~~~ do something that wil pursuit my dream XD time management~

1st mentoring session

人，都习惯以貌取人吗~ 大部分~别怪他们！！！  在陌生人面前~才会少说话~因为顾及到他人感受，这就是我啊~ 也谢谢她~ 有时真的要把自己的想法说出来！！！ 不要怕伤害到他人！！！ ~.~  XD  第一次的PMP， 我的 mentor, 真的是有几分alvin 的性格~~~ (judge a book by cover) 也不是一件坏事~ 唉，难道大家都是以貌取人吗，可是自己呢~~ 可能人的本性吧~ 一个baby都会喜欢美的人和东西~~~ 哈哈~ 说！谢谢panda !!! speak out!!! 信心最重要！！！

不要再当烂好人了！！！！

其实，还蛮好玩的，pmp gathering 的时候~
寻找默契~~~~          

cnt imagine~my best frd, who keep saying want single, falling in love ady~~ congrz her XD
很多朋友都想要找，人生吧~ 哈哈~有没有~都要开心！单身~快乐！

sunday~ before enter degree~心声~

假期第一天回去就遇到yangsi, 还蛮有缘的，又有很多故事~总觉得戏成真~人生如戏~ 那堆女生也太得空了~ 可怜的yangshi,当成磨练吧~  合理的，是训练，不合理的是磨练~

跟sinthoong jinq yee 去penang pc fair~ 

kx和他们的朋友还来我家~ 

时间过得很快，假期那么快就结束~就算在家多么的空，也很珍惜在家的时刻，做家务~之后就~上网，看戏，怎么我的英文~还没读~

毅力+坚持+活在当下~爸妈的座右铭~

至于爱情~现在好像不是时候~ 伤害过的人，对不起！真的没时间~ 

爱就是要在~对的时间，对的地点，遇到对的人~ 好难！ 但也有例外的时候~怎么人越大，就越会觉得孤单~ 人生吧~谁也逃不了~ 

时间~你飞得好快！ 就像石头和沙~把石头先放在罐里才能放沙~ 重要的要先做~

a week already pass, 2 day training already finish, tomorrow is orientation. 

life only once, so live it without regret. 讲真的，用英文写部落格有点词穷~

1st day training, knw panda, ginger, pirati, jamie~

play many, our process~~  veri cold>then very quiet> slow slow building our cohesive>say truely i more like our group now, group 3, enjoy the process~  

the feeling of pmp give me is very warm~ feeling like family~ all is like the small angels~ 

saturday morning go school take the report, almost whole day chat with Jasmin, think back many previous memory~ feel that, we very funny when we are small, sometimes childish~~  

还是utar的朋友没以前的团体现实，就像中三siao po club 酱有趣~ 好久没有这样坐着聊天~

akiam: 不要被人家拉来拉去，被牵着鼻子走，好，老鼠，我答应你！只是有时我太顾及他人感受而已嘛~ 尽量吧XD 

昨晚回来时给猫吓，小猫追踪迹，jasmin身上有老鼠味吧，还她不敢回家躲在我家~

就看到有个人post在我wall, jasmin 提醒我那人跟xy一样，怎么读心理学的人很多都怪怪的啊，那我怎么办~ 幸亏还有跟ashley同样时间~还有一大堆朋友~~猪朋狗友~~ 

要，学会对自己好一点！XD

karaoke

毅力 + 活在当下~~~~~~~~
有时决定只在一念之差~~~

today go sing karaoke for 3 hours. I decided already, not to be designer. Continue with it! I must wait, wait wait! Waiting! Piano!

当遇到全部情况~你就是在恋爱了~

-、生理上的性冲动:

当我们对一位异性产生兴趣或爱上某个异性时,希彼此有身体上的接触。在真实的爱情生活里,这种欲望是永远存在的。性冲动并不单单只是行为,它还包含了许多其它亲密的身体上接触,譬如牵手、拥抱等等,这种情感会永远都存在爱人的心里。

二、美丽的感觉:

在有爱情的时候,我们会觉得对方最好看,即使有别的异性比你所爱的对象好看,但对你而言,他(她)才是最好看的,而且是别人无法相比的。

三、亲爱的感觉:

当你真正爱上一个人,你会有一种很亲切的感觉,他让你觉的很舒服,你可以信任他、依靠他。他像是一个亲密的家人,甚至可以说,比一个家人更亲密,这是亲密加上一种温馨的感觉,就是亲爱的感觉。在这爱情国度里,他不会挑剔你的瑕疵,因为他愿意包容你所有的缺点。

四、羡慕及尊敬的感觉:

        一个健康的爱情关系,应当有以对方为荣的感觉,我们会去欣赏对方内在和外在的条件和优点。而且对方也处处以我们为荣。如果我们能有这种感觉,不论他是成功或失败,都会使我们欣赏他的才华。

五、赞许的爱情:

        当相爱的时候,我们喜欢夸奖对方,而且不仅是欣赏而已,还喜欢对他人夸奖对方,从夸奖对方的热诚之中,我们可以因此感到无比的快乐。

六、受到尊重的自尊:

        一个健康的爱情关系,可以提高一个人的自尊心。让对感觉到活得更有价值,因为爱情使你觉得你有无人可比的独特性,虽然你有优点也有缺点,但是你的独特性使你受到无比的尊重,生命因此而有了价值。

七、占有欲:

        爱情是绝对独占的,不能与人分享亲密的男女关系。所以需要以结婚来持续一份爱情,在结婚时彼此相约相许。因此在真实爱情里,互相许诺忠诚是必要的。

八、行动自由:

         如果个人有正当的理由,他行动的自由一定要受到尊重,才不会破坏两人之间的爱情关系。

九、深重的同情心:

        我们对深爱的人常会有怜惜的感情,经常会为对方考虑,
如果对方受到挫折,我们会非常愿意与他分担痛苦和挫折,把对方的苦当作自己的苦难一样,或者更胜于自己的苦难,因为我们愿意为对方而牺牲自己的利益。

Sem 3 of foundation' holiday XD yeah, 88 foundation!

Now I decided already, I will not give up easily, continue it! I believe in front have obstacles but after pass through is rainbow. Psychology, I am coming! The two weeks holiday is going to end soon, at least for me because next Wednesday I have to go back Kampar, go for peer mentoring program (PMP), become a mentor, quite excited for it! Yeah, all my best friends pass the exam, and say good bye to foundation, and degree, I am coming! In this 2 weeks and 3 days holiday, going out with Sin Thoong, Yang Shi, Jinq Yee. Go Jusco with Yi Qian and synn xiang, have belanja them XD Eat a very delicious meals, egg wrapped curry meat and eggs. 
Yi Qian waiting : " Hui ming, n.... we can open an restaurant in the future, yi qian design the interior restaurant, I put the music or open a free motivation counsellor XD ... piano! dreaming~~~ XD "

心理学学生的呐喊：“我们只是普通人！”

“你读心理学的啊？酱你懂我现在在想什么吗？                                                                                                                                                    ”

 每当我告诉别人我修读的科目是心理学时，10个人里有9个会问这个问题。

一开始，我还很有耐心地解释可是我每认识一个人，我就得解释一次，这让我非常困扰。

拜托，就连你自己都不清楚你在想什么，你觉得我会知道吗？

有时，我甚至很想掩饰我就读的科目。

怎么掩饰呢？

就是每当有人问起我就读的科系时，我便叫他猜我像是读什么科的人。

然后，无论他回答什么，我都会说：“对了！真聪明！”

可是我这个人就是太单纯了，不会讲骗话。

而且要是那个人继续问我关于那个领域的问题我却答不上来的话，这样好像也不太好，

所以我并没有这么做。

大多数的人认为心理学就是读心术。这造成很多修读心理学的人困扰，甚至造成我们在种种的人际上遇到许多问题。

我们被误解：“Yer～你是读Psychology的啊？酱我不要跟你讲酱多话，等下我被你psycho。”

我们被歧视：“读心理学的人都是心理有问题的。”

我们被侮辱：“Huh? 你读了酱久的心理学都不懂别人的心理在想什么的啊？那你不是白读了咯？”

 。

 。

 。

妈的，我受够了。

所以，今天我决定站出来认真地回答这个问题，帮助我及我的同行澄清：

“心理学不是读心术啦！”

• 心理学是科学，读心术是巫术。

‘读心术是古代许多民族和地区的一种巫术。直到现在，人们还可能耳闻或目睹一些所谓古老神奇的读心术。当然，它们多半只是一些游戏，借用读心术的名称以吸引人们的视听。而心理学是一门诞生于19世纪末的现代科学，它用科学的方法来研究人类的心理与行为。本质上，科学的心理学与作为巫术的读心术，是完全不同的。’

 --- 钟年 (武汉大学心理学系教授), 2009

这名仁兄也说得很好（有兴趣了解更多的人可以去他的blog看正文）：

‘心理学家和普通人一样，只能观察到他人的行为，并不能看到，或者感觉到别人具体在想什么。到现在为止，脑科学和其它任何一门科学也无法直接观察到人在想什么。一些特异功能者声称他们可以判读他人的想法，这种能力称为“读心术”。但这类报告尚无一通过严格的科学检验。 

  你要知道别人在想什么只有一个办法——请他告诉你！如果对方不愿意告诉你，或者虽然开了口但并不对你讲实话，没有任何方法能解决这个问题。如果说有什么秘诀的话，那个秘诀叫作“信任”。你努力去赢得别人的信任，他自然会对你讲更多的实话。’

--- 领航心理, 2011

• 心理学是推测，跟盗取没有关系。

没错，其实心理学最多只能根据你的行为来推测你的心理，而不是直接从你的脑袋盗取你的想法。

 ‘心理学的分支很多，比如犯罪心理学，可以分析罪犯的动机啊、一部分想法啊，也绝不可能读心的。犯罪心理学仅仅是根据你的外在表现，比如动作、语言，更多的是下意识的东西（不经意流露出的眼神、小动作等等）等等来推测你的想法’

---可乐孤独, 2011

这名仁兄/姑娘也是说得不错：

‘所谓的读心术其实是根据对方的语言神态，肢体动作等一切不经意的反映来猜测对方的心里活动。’

---匿名, 2010

• 心理学包括读心术，但读心术不包括心理学。

是不是很奇怪我怎么自打嘴巴说心理学包括读心术呢？

这是因为心理学是一门很广泛的领域，包含的专业领域一言难尽啊～

举个例子吧,

‘心理学主要分为理论心理学和应用心理学两大领域，其下又可分为许多次领域，例如：理论心理学 ，进化心理学，異常心理学，生理心理学，认知心理学，正面心理学，人格心理学，心理统计学，犯罪心理学，教育心理学，健康心理学，变态心理学，消费心理学，管理心理学等等’

---维基百科, 2010

是不是看到头也大了呢？

没错，心理学的范围就像大海那么广，而其中比较接近‘读心术’的领域，以下的这名仁兄将解释给你看。

‘事实上，在一些西方国家的认知心理学中，有一个小的分支叫“Expression Analysis”——就是通过分析人的面部表情来试图了解人的内心世界。并且不仅是面部表情，而且也包含了肢体语言的分析，但主要集中在面部表情上。这种Expression Analysis的认知心理学分支或许并不像一般人所想的是一种常识性的表情分析，它的研究也是基于严格的实证。这种分析可以通过极其微小的、常人难以察觉的微弱表情变化来了解你的内心世界。或许这是与大众眼中的心理学“读心术”最为接近的学科了。 

  除Expression Analysis外，或许能与所谓的“读心术”沾得上一点点边的算是社会心理学了。社会心理学是研究人与人；人与群体、社会；群体间关系的心理学分支。或许为数不少的心理学爱好者之所以对心理学感兴趣为的就是“透视”他人，遗憾的是，让他们真正地了解了心理学到底学什么，通常感到心理学的枯燥与乏味（原来真实的心理学并不是想象中的心理学）。或许，社会心理学的学习可以给乏味的心理学系统学习增添一点乐趣。 

  通过社会心理学来了解人性，是需要基于扎实的社会心理学功底以及一定的悟性。据了解，真正的社会心理学大师可以称得上“读心术”的内行。他们是处理各种人际关系的“战神”。’

---犯罪心理学吧

结论：

总的来说，你可以说那所谓的‘读心术’是心理学里众多领域的其中一门科系，但你千万别把‘心理学’与‘读心术’画上等号。

如果你还是觉得说读‘心理学’的人等于会‘读心术’的话，这跟读医科的人都会开刀，读电脑的人都会修电脑的道理一样肤浅。

所以，下次当有人说他是读心理学的话，请你不要用异样的眼光来看他。

因为并不是所有修读心理学的都会读你的心（那些真正的专家除外）。

我们都是普通人，我们并不知道你在想什么（除非你告诉我们），

我们不是神，我们也不知道你下一步要做什么（除非你说出来），

我们只是普通人。

谁敢再叫我猜他在想什么的话别怪我不客气了！（握紧拳头）

心

Life is not only for us to think about, is do it!
Only know how to study is not enough.
Is it know more, is better? My dad will say reasons and "ren sheng dao li" to me,
My attitude is very negative. I feel that I don't know who am I. What I want?
Start think positive now, everything is not important now, just my heart and my thinking! Prove to my dad and mom, they only not worry XD  
What I want? can live my own
What I value?
Put down! Take it easy!
How to learn English?

CONFIDENCE
ZI LAIN XD
+VE THINKING<
DUN SCARE LOSE!
fall down try again!!!!!!!

sImpLe XD

lazy to think sometimes, life is simple if we know how to think simple XD add oil!

wear mask, wear a clown mask

Minimize the problems and make things simple, the fault that we made already past, and useless to think. Be confidence!  XD

lesson never late

More and more things I have learnt, from all this 1990 and some 1992 year. I admit they really more mature than me. I need to change some bad attitude,
First, don not easily feel guilty
second, do not stereotype!!!
third, have friendship heart
fourth learning from every lesson, \
fifth, try make friends and learn how to communicate with them but want find out real friend,
Now I only know, human is need to wear mask sometimes!
don not so quiet
want talk and chat more.
PMP, learn from it. Try to make true friends and other different kind of friends but do not mix too much!
XD thanks ching siew, steeve and asley!  I learn something from you all! thank you!

monday blue

Today I wear formal skirt for my first time. After class, i chat with A kiam, wen jun, wen juan and elizabeth before cycling back hostel because the whether was too hot. This few days, I was doing assignment continuously and already unconscious how many draft do I write. 

My mom tell me a news, let me aware about the value of life. 

Now I only know that, some lessons. Not late. 

University life is equal to assignment+test+....... Hopefully I got time to join PMP or other activities next semester onward. To improve myself! 

Bravely brave brave brave !!!! confidence!!!

Inspiration ~ ^^

Is myselve problem, I should not so easy persuade or influence by others. I should have my assertive, if not I will difficult to survive in this world. I should learn to independence, do the thing I like and take care of my family and don not harm my friend, but just take as experience. Next time, be rational, this is not a small case, but in the future, more and more thing I have to face in this world. Wand be rational, use my mind, to decide it. I can start to do something I like to increase my confidence and some activities to increase my personality, learn how to make judgement and perception. Although I have face many challenge but fortunately, now still in uni, still got chance to change, still got chance to learn XD Add oil!  I need to make myselve happy! Without depends anyone. XD and believe my own belief XD that many people already lost their believe, believe the judge world. Ok, now tidy my mood, XD cheer, tidy. Take a breath! ok, continue study ^^ Only I know why I do so, no need let everyone know who actually I am ^^

think

no nid let every1 understand who actually we r, not every1 will understand de, juz a few understand us XD enough le^^

we are not actor, we are not act to people see.

????? what feeling?

Today afternoon I went to Asley home, study with Asly and Elizaberth. But finally I feel that group study need quiet, if not difficult to concentrate. I told the thing to Asly and Elizaberth already. All follow naturally. It comes or go, up to God. ^^ Yes, I admit, I like him. But is it mi2 lian4? But asly say it possible happen also, but all let it follow naturally! Just now he got a lucky prize again want present me again, why???? Elizabeth hat don't ask me don't think too much XD ok. I will try calm down! Calm down! Why this sentence so familiar. Again! He still want accompany me see sun set. Why? Although i like him, but at I don't want he regret what he do now, if he continue, distance love is it too difficult to him? It need so much miss and heart. I just want him happy! HAPPY! Thanks God! Let me meet him, i admit the days with him is the happiest moment for me, but I worry I will  she3 bu4 de2 if i fall in it again! Although only 2 weeks that we know each other. 2 weeks!!! Lazy, no study, simple thinking~~~  Nevermine, I will like him~ by follow naturally XD add oil! Too Xin4 fu2 le, me!!!!!!! In this 2 weeks. I cry? T.T haha, cry with happiness!  

friday~ "frd telling something"

Yesterday night after, I have dinner with Asly, Amelia them. After that, Ching Siew want to find steeve. At this time, he on-line now, so I sms inform ching siew and rush back hostel. What am I doing? Then, We have chatting. Kai Lian tell me something impossible thing that Kai Xiang love me? He lie me is it? but he say if he lie me he cut. Recently, I don't know what am I doing, late sleep, keep sms ing, what am I thinking? When he ask me the question. Impossible for us to start a relationship? But we just know each other for 1 weeks, then 2nd week is just keep in touch by sms and online only. Why he always promise me thing. In 1 week of promotion, he has bring me to his house play piano before, present me firework, present me photoframe, belanja me so many times water and po biak. Every time promotion sure accompany me promote here and there. Why he treat me so good? Why?  2 time misunderstanding. Online chatting till whole night. playing sdo. His SDO also very good.  And talk about his background.  Why love me? I don't have appearance, less positive traits

^^

Today Khai' friend say he like me? confusing, nevermine, all follow naturally ^^ XD night^^

second sem break

for the second semester, many things have happen. In the 1st week, I have hang out  with ee leen to jusco, then in the Saturday, I have hang out with Yi Qian, Synn Xiang and Yun Xi. When we reach Yun Xi house, we go playground first, then we go pacific, then jusco, and finally the store.
With Yi Qian walk whole bek gong ceng, so awesome,

On Sunday go penang 1 day trip with Sin thoong yang shi jinq yee and yun xi. We go many places.
Then Monday start to work. Be a promoter. First day know few guys, they are 3 khai and 1 june, haha. Then We first go to penang's pasar malam work. Then only know is Kai Xiang birthday. As normal, I have a planning buy a cake then celebrate. Second day, we do for activation. Only know our interest is same as piano. Then we don't go for work the next day. He say want frtch me go his house play piano, omg,too kind already where got people will want to fetch de. Then the next day got promotion at another place, we go and walk and promote. Then the next day go his house, he say can fetch me go his house play piano. Then on Friday, go kai xiang' s house nearby pasar malam, after buy the shoe, we go walk for a while, again belanja people eat popia, then the next day is summit, he really present firework to me, then in summit working, the dj, again, misunderstanding our relationship, 2 time already, and cause whole super know us, == then his friends naughty talk something. Haizzz, make me very confuse with my feeling now, god, help me >< Please, bring me to the right direction and right feeling now. And psychology, should I continue? Helping people XD

2 weeks holiday already passes very soon, learn many lesson again. Actually, from being two weeks promoter, actually being a student better than being a promoter.

English, I have been learning you, music, piano, when can I play you?
Within this week, many things that I have do, hang out with old friends, and working,
And now what I need to do is, English, piano!
And concentrate in my study! StuDy, and study!
Add oil!

jusco gathering

A friend gathering day. Ee Leen, such long time not meet her, her hair long already, we were chatting non stop and then go mivie watch a "nania" movie. She presented me a present. Thanks. Appreciate very much! XD

~~ think back~~sem 2 life ~~~ feedback XD

Studying all the time, except the time of sleeping, bathing, eating and chatting. Yea, my first time December holiday pass by examination, final test. Quite amazing, want to praise all the foundation of UTAR. Listening to the chrismas song, music, some song draw me back to the memory, chasiew, steeve, asley, we are trying to focus and concentrate in our study. Say truely, if I study alone in hostel, my mood easily swinging and distract away, so decide group study, especially in this "holiday" mood final test, and, I wanna to say thank you, to you four, without you all, I can not study till so happy, and I really enjoy it! I first time feel that study is actually so happy. 

~ quote: never ever think yourself is the best, and don't do the things that dissonance which is your belief and your action conflict together, now only I know, and use all the normal heart treat everything, every person, because, nothing will last forever, don't try to owe, or belong, because, all the thing will end, the most importance is, live a life that we want, appreciate and do the thing that not harm to other and won't feel guity, live a life with a peace mind, then is enough, like now ^^ I really satisfied what I have now. Really thanks God, and Buddha ^^ Thanks~  

Don't afraid error made us growth, think back every erroe that I have made, but if don't have error that we made, will not have what we are now. 

For study technique, now only know the technique for study, but not too late XD  Now only know I like group study, but not that kind of "[playing" BUt this sem, I means second semester, i have made it ! 

This semester, have do many crazy and fun thing, first, I got go dance club' practice, hip hop. Then zhong hua yi fan, then go see guang liang, then music club, Chrismas night party, Song creation competition, first time playing pool, and the most crazy thing is go back find hui ming. Thanks to a friend! Thank you! 

And I want to say sorry about  I have choose to ignore you in first sem, just because of don't know how to say no, and "easy distract" means difficult concentrate, but now more better already XD 

lesson : want know how to refuse people or control; myselve rather than surrounding control me, then only can manage time and then only got enough time work or play or do other things I want^^ That is live a crazy uni life ！ 

lesson: appreciate all the friends, no matter how they are ^^ thank you! 

Wish for year 2011, I wish all friends and family that I know can live happily and healthier in their life! I hope I can change my attitude better ^^ Want to change the world, first I have to change myself. 

Yeah, all the best for a new year ^^  

~ sem 2 holiday simple write～～

First time so enjoy in English novel. So it can say find the story from online is fast more better^^ can find our own taste. Quite enjoy it. Start to love English! The reader digest do not know why it claimed that we have not make the payment, but actually no such thing. Long time didn't watch movie and go pasar malam. Fortunately  yesterday still can meet yang shi. Go tokun, meet eugene and yi qian in jusco, planning to meet sin thoong jinq yee and yun xi this sunday, hopefully can made it ^^

New year new wish, I wish that, can find a person or friend that has common dream, can pursuit dream together.   

Solo, I don't want! Although I independent! Don't care it, just live crazily and meaningful and a life that I want XD Thanks, I feel thanksful to all my friends, hui ming yi qian yang shi sinthoong, yun xi jinq yee, chooi hua, easy, wan hong, yee han, shinichi, wen yi, zi en, all the siao po club members, all teens' channel members......and of course, kampar friends (my mirror n that geng 38 geng n many other geng) give my life more colourful! ^^ Because you all, my "little" dream come true ^^ and my family, actually they very care me and for my own good, although sometimes don't like their method or got crash or conflict between us, but the most importance.

Because you all, I really change, from an unconfident, shy, introversion person, to now more better and got internal locus control person, yeah yeah!  that is why i want study psychology help others that same situation with me in the past. Got unfavourable experience. Let explore it, enjoy it! Enjoy life!   

memo ^^

http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2533743/1/Diamonds_and_Death

my direction at where?

today see Yang yan qi' case encourage and motivates me a lot.
Health is number one !
Again, just now, "raining" at my face again, why?
I am trying, trying don't make you all worry me ^^
xue jou please, don't work, don't drive, don't go back alone, don't always go out!

I need rest, tired!